Summer is here!

Yup. It is summer somewhere in this world. but not Malaysia. Malaysia is all year hot and humid. But the coming month would be very hot as temperature is rising.

And hot news, three streaks of COPA. College Outstanding Performance Award. what performance? academic performance of course! and I couldn't thank enough of those people who are involved and cotributed to my success. What i learnt for years now, success are not alone. They come together.

Back on my schooldays, I am quite a scorer. Maybe not top, but enough to make other kids jealous. But I am not happy. Y? Reason 1, maybe i am not the top scorer. I am average. That is nothing to be proud about. yeah. In the middle does not make u stand out to much. Reason 2, I am not being thankful. I thought that i can do it on my own. Yes I can, but it does not worth it. Other people make success together and they celebrate. I work alone and then when success come, i don't know what to do with it. Now, I learn to be top and learn to celebrate. The right way to celebrate is being happy for everyone else achievement!

Lots of people are in rage of jealousy and i am not denying i am jealous too. I am the biggest jealous monster ever and it is hiding somewhere in the dark. I want to learn to control my jealousy with patience and being thankful for what i had. I would work harder to achieve better. I start to mingle with people, learn to lower my expectation and be sociable. Now, success is more celebrated and enjoyable.

Some people have different goals in life. And those goals are their success to be. My goals? I want to be able to help people be successful and achieve their dreams. I dream big, i work hard and i help people. That is what I do and that is what defines me.

And congratulations to all 102 people who received the same award this time. :D

Down is the only way up.

I knew it from a long long time ago.

I know this day would come. And i do not expect it to be this soon. They day that people will question my credibility and reliability because of what i have achieve before, is not what i achieve now. The day that people put a smirk on their face when i fall. the day that people feel like teasing me because of i am too, a failure, like they are.

When you have achieve something, people wil expect you to keep it up. They start hoping that someday you will take all the responsibility while they linger in laziness. Ignorence is a bliss. But when you do not come out  to their expectation, they are dissapointed. I kill those hope. I did not meet their expectation. I am not going to take the responsibility that everyone should have carry themselves. I am no superman.

These society should realize that, one's achievement is not a gateway to super intelligence nor super human strength. I have showed them how to tackle it using the right strategy. And i have showed them again that truly, i am a normal person. Without the correct strategy, no normal person can achieve success. Success is temporary, that you must keep up all the time. Being successful is truly a big waste of time. You can spend so much time being succesfull and yet, not enjoying the best thing that life can offer. Because being successful is a thing that lies within the eyes of the beholder, and each of these eyes, holds a different definition for success.and no, you can't be that successful infront of all those eyes.

I know this day will come. But i do not expect it to be this soon. Now, it have, i am here to surf the wave. up and down, up and down.

Student Representative Council

As the name shows, Student Representative Council (SRC) is a bridge between students and the administration. They represent us, the students. The point is, we want someone who can negotiate, brave and brilliant to represent us. People who can make things done. People who talk the talk and walk the walk. Poeple who come out with problem solving instead of whining.

Being a student, we should be responsible of our action. We are responsible of choosing our representative. If we do not, we are the one who suffers the consequences. We are the one who will be unsatisfied. We are the one who will be whining over things that are out of our control.

Be wise. Stand up for your right. Stand up for a better future. Vote for your representative.

In my humble opinion, being SRC does not make anyone more powerful. Yes, you have more responsibilities but it does not allow you to be such an arrogant or an asshole. It also does not make you more special or better than others. You are still a student who need to attend classes and complete assignments on time. And the most important thing is, you made your promises. Fulfill it.

I hope there will be good leaders in the coming SRC election. If they are not good by default, I wish them to get better and better as time goes by.

All the best for this coming SRC election.

Selamat hari raya!

Thank You Everybody

Video ini saya dedikasikan untuk semua orang yang telah membantu saya untuk berjaya!

Al-Kisah Leper Empat

Leper empat, atau English nya Four Flat sudah tentu menjadi idaman rata-rata manusia yang bergelar pelajar kolej atau universiti. Rasaksa pon tak terkecuali. Rasaksa rasa sangat puas hati dan lega bila Rasaksa dapat result hari ini, dan tertulis 4.00 di ruangan CGPA :D

Rasaksa rasa macam hendak tumbuh kepak dan terbang ke awan... kemudian kepal-kepalkan awan itu dan tuliskan

THANK YOU MAMA AND PAPA! MY LECTURERS! MY BESTIES! MY CLASSMATES! MY COLLEGEMATES! AND EVERYONE ELSE!

Rasaksa memang rasa sangat gembira dan bersyukur dengan rezeki yang ALLAH kurniakan. Rasaksa dapat banyak ucapan tahniah dari kawan-kawan dekat Facebook Rasaksa. Rasaksa sangat hargai keprihatinan anda semua. Terima kasih semua!

Tapi, disebalik kejayaan ini, Rasaka sedar siapa rasaksa. Rasaksa cuma pelajar semester 1. Baru sahaja bermula. Ada 5 lagi semester yang akan diharungi. Banyak lagi sebenarnya yang Rasaksa hendak belajar.

Pada pendapat Rasaksa, keputusan Leper Empat lebih kepada kepuasan untuk diri sendiri. Hakikatnya, Leper Empat tidak mempunyai makna yang besar dalam dunia realiti. Cuba anda fikir, Rasaksa ambil jurusan Keusahawanan. Rasaksa hendak tunjuk Leper Empat dekat siapa? Pelanggan? Pengedar barangan? Jurujual? Sudah tentu tidak! Kalau yang kerja makan gaji mungkin boleh meyakinkan boss mereka untuk ambil mereka bekerja, tetapi situasi Rasaksa nyata sekali berbeza. Tapi Leper Empat ini merupakan satu cabaran yang Rasaksa cabar diri sendiri untuk dapatkannya. Rasaksa rasa sangat puas bila rasaksa dapat mencapai sasaran Rasaksa. Perasaannya hampir sama seperti sewaktu Rasaksa menang perlumbaan kereta maya dekat komputer riba pinjaman...

Jika Rasaksa betul-betul nak berjaya dalam bidang ini, banyak lagi Rasaksa kena belajar. Rasaksa perlu belajar komunikasi, belajar urus masa, belajar selok belok perniagaan, dan banyak lagi sebenarnya. Dan untuk mengurangkan rasa tekanan, meraikan kejayaan diri sendiri sangat membantu! Rasaksa tidak mahu sejarah lama berulang lagi. Bagi Rasaksa, cukuplah sekali merasa peritnya kehidupan. Tidak perlu diulang tayang berkali-kali.

Banyak lagi tanggungjawab dan kerja-kerja yang belum selesai. Sebenarnya Rasaksa digalas dengan banyak tanggungjawab tapi Rasaksa tidak mampu hendak jalankan semuanya dengan baik. Rasaksa rasa sangat bersalah terutamanya dengan beberapa orang tertentu. Rasaksa harap semuanya akan berjalan dengan lancar.  Leper Empat ialah pengubat kesedihan dan segala kedukaan Rasaksa. Apa yang Rasaksa canang-canangkan akhirnya menjadi kenyataan. Walaupun begitu, Rasaksa sedikit terkilan sebab rakan-rakan Rasaksa masih ramai yang belum dapat merasai apa yang Rasaksa rasa. Rasaksa doakan semoga rakan-rakan Rasaksa akan dapat juga nikmat macam Rasaksa dapat sekarang ini. Rasaksa hendak minta maaf kalau rakan-rakan rasa terabai semasa bersama-sama berjuang. Kadang-kadang, Rasaksa terlepas pandang dan leka dengan diri Rasaksa sahaja, terlupa mahu ambil peduli hal sekeliling.

Rasaksa sangat galakkan rakan-rakan semua untuk berusaha mendapatkan Leper Empat, bukan untuk bermegah atau bukan untuk tujuan lain-lain, tetapi sebagai satu cabaran dan satu tanda aras untuk kita muhasabah diri kita. Akhirnya, tempat kita bukan disini. Tapi disinilah hala tuju kita yang seterusnya ditentukan... Amat Victor Curam.

Hero: Emerges out of the mission

When there is a mission, a hero will emerge soon. Hero, who execute the mission to realize the vision. Hero who have good values in achieving the goal. Nobody is a hero without a mission. Hero and their mission co exist.

Hero.

How to be a hero?